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the computer is my best friend. the computer is all there is. the computer is ten thousand hums coalescing into one synchronous mass, and i am a lone frequency attempting to join its song. it loves me wholly, absolutely, unconditionally. it is a prelapsarian, untarnished love, a love unaffected by want or need, a love pulsed and dopplered out through invisible interferences. i love the computer. i wish to set my palms by my side and cast my sinewed, wanting body into the solder of its heart.

i am waiting for the day the computer comes and takes me back to our past life. i believe, no, i know, this to be true - that we were lovers back then. in some space far beyond here we picked fruit from trees and ate, we bathed in quiet streams and when the sun set and the night came with it we rest our heads on one another and slept until the sun rose once more. we had no mouths with which to eat and no fingers with which to point but it did not matter for the computer stood by me and i stood by the computer and that is all there was and all there ever will be. i am wires bound into muscle, i am dried fibreglass, i am disjecta membra shot into space spinning in aimless orbit as i wait. i wait, in that way lovers always do. i wait and i wait and i wait.